Saturday, August 28, 2010

Insomnia Plague

I've been plagued by insomnia since i move into cluster c.
Too sad to accept the fact that I cannot have my previous room and that is so depressing.
Things are great but it doesn't feel the same anymore.
Last Thursday nite we saw sumthing on the sky.
I spotted it and observed for sumtime and there it was on the sky, glowing.
I thought it was sumthing divine was ascending to the earth.
Back to insomnia case, I was feeling so depressed and couldn't get enough sleep for a few days already.
Boring rite?

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Rainy Days Are To Be Expected


3.47pm.
Rain drops still visible from my window. I like it. Yet I hate.
I've been planning to go the library to waste my time there by searching for books and watching the NatGeo series there.
I love it.
Now here I am. Stuck inside my room. Trying to do my work which tired me and bored me.
I'm sick of myself being so unmotivated to do things which I suppose I should do.
There no sign for a quick show thing as there are no signs there will be water at the bathroom.
Back at the class in the morning, a friend of mine hold her paper which related to her study of global relation. A sort of a thing where we are required to be alert of things and events that happen around the globe. I love that kind of stuff in which predictions are made, reasoning are a must, and the thrill of the challenge inside the process.
My brains cells are dying from the stagnant state of the present situation. I'm on halfway through the course but already I think I could take on the world. But as the ancient philosophers said, no matter where you stand, you will never grasp the star. That is so very true and no matter how do you look, I am not ready yet to charge forward to the future with what I have right now.
I have been pondering the prospects in these year and surely I already think of what will I do when I reach my graduation. The truth is, I do not see much of good time ahead. Not while the global economic meltdown hampering growth and progress around the world. It is obvious that rainy days are to be expected.
You don't have to look far, just look around you. Yea...let’s look into our own Malaysia. I doubt that in his term, PM Najib will see the results from his atomic decision to reinvent back the government. That part, I salute him and I wish that the plans go well. I'm not an ardent supporter of any factions in the political arena of our country but it is well enough to say that I would like to see the current administration to continue steer our nation on conditions where there are major changes in policies and the way it would be implemented as well. For I love Malaysia, the entity which I carry since my birth and hopefully, until when I die.
Okay, I already have been carried a bit far away and back to the prospect of my future. You can see that there are numerous signs of unstable economy when the price is going up. Things will be pricey and no doubt middle class citizen like the majority people in Malaysia will have to tighten up their belly and would have to do extra work for additional surplus.
Already in motion, the government has also taken the step to save up from giving too much subsidies to the citizens. A double edge action as one side of the tip will bring us more benefit while at the other point; will surely cost people’s faith in them. Personally, I would say that I support that step as I realize that this is inevitable. People should be aware of the deficit in the annual budget and wake up guys…Subsidized tradition is not fit in this era anymore. As the saying goes…Good things will surely end. This is not the era of economic boom anymore. We have to accept reality and be practical. To boost up internal economy, the government has to collect more revenue in form of taxes and reduce spending in order to build up saving. This will go back to us in form of public amenities and upgrade to the system that already existed.
But here is reminder to the government.
It is not fair when people are willing to have their cut reduced but there are wastages along the process. What good is a well defined plan which its intention to help us elevate ourselves a step higher when the money goes to the pocket of some gullible individuals in form of corruptions, unreasonable salary and allowances?
Think about it.
Anyhow, I don’t want to work on the details. We are old enough to asses these things and hopefully whatever you had in your mind, you better recheck and revise it back. I do not expect anyone to read this, considering the wide variety of blogs and posts in the web. But if you happen to read this post, I thank you for the time you spend to read this piece of my mind.



Sunday, August 1, 2010

When things got sloopy, the kids go rioting around!

6 am....
Alarms ringing out...
Sit on the bed...
Have a moment to ponder around...
Up and bring the pail along with shower thingys...
Head to the bathroom...
Heard curses and swearing along the way....
Straight to the toilet...
Already having a desperate time to control the feel...
Reach for the pipe...
Turn it on...
Only shhh.....sound...
Then i too...
Cursed and get very angry...
It must have been already 15 minutes already....
Damn...there's no notice...
There are no water and everybody was running around to other blocks....
None.
To whom we must express our anger?