Saturday, April 23, 2011

Biased Actions, Rotten Practices. [Part II]

I hate to post sumthing that was posted before. Sincerely I think, there's many room for improvement since everything I saw was these fakes smiles and shitty faces and craps bout making culture thingies. Start that by improving urself and automatically others will follow. U give marks based on ur preference and bias judgment. You are as rotten as ur craps u spout not so long ago. Duck mouth shithead!
And for some of the 'members' of mine, try put effort inside ur works and make the best of it since whatever tasks that we shared will determine our marks together. I got too nice and hold up all my frustation along. Next semester go and find partners that can give you commitment as good as urs.
I'm done doing things for others that do not share the same norm and values with me and certainly who are self-centered like ass****!

Friday, April 22, 2011

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Come back again after a few days.

He'll be fine.

Monday, April 18, 2011

I'll Rawks On This Stage!

I got nuthing much to say for the coming exam. I feel nervous but I ain't gonna let it eat me. I won't backdown nor I'll back away. Heee....I'll rawks on the halls armed with my pens, pencils, calculators and of course, my resolve and determination!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Just a dream....

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin' man I swear I see your face at every turn
Trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope she know that she the only one I yearn for

More and more, I miss her, when will I learn?
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
And now I'm wishin' wishin' she'd pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

Saturday, April 16, 2011

What comes 'here' will stay even when 'they' gone.

That's the way it have always been. Some things will stay forever even when the creators were long gone. Be it bad or sweet, it doesn't matter. Whatever came into this part of me may be forgotten for awhile, but those things will never be lost.

Friday, April 15, 2011

The Hardest Decision.

Sometimes in our life, we got to make some hard decisions where it hold significant value to ourselves. As what the title of this post have stated, it was the hardet decision I made this semester.
Of course, it cost me when I made that decision. It wasn't easy when I sit here in this room while staring at my phone, thinking bout it, whether I should or not, will it be understood or not, will it make things better or worse, and all sort of thoughts, considerations and things just made me sighed and in that hours of thoughts and reasoning, I decided.
And there it goes, the dreams and hopes were shattered.
There will be days when I have to steel my heart and hold back my tears. For the sake of something big, I made it.
Though I'm shattered by my decision, I'll put myself back again and rise upon my feet.
I just hope, all will be well.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The Week Before The Ordeal.

Hi peeps. Whazzup? I've been posting short posts and lately my mind have been bugging me to say things as long as I could. But I've been waiting for the rite time as I'm looking at how things would go. See whether it turn out to be okay or not...

Frankly, since the Faculty's Dinner, I've been holding up things and bearing all the pain and misery secretly as there's nuthing to say or brag or to lament bout it. Honestly, I like to babble and rant bout things...but I've changed...so now I prefer to be silent and taking things into my heart and not showing it on the surface. Those who spoke with me probably wouldn't notice it even when we were chatting happily and discussing things.

Today I woke up with heavy heart since last night. I guess women was the bane for me cause I love them so much and can never had a day without thoughts of them. Douchy isn't it? Sometimes it was extreme to love someone until you're sick and became disorganized when you felt like you were useless to them. Man..I hate to be lonesome when I know I got someone. But thanks to this, I got knocked up to focus on the coming exam. I wouldn't want to repeat any paper again. I had enough. Now Imma leave this love things for awhile since I know, somebody needs her time alone and I don't want to add more to her trouble. Ain't I'm sweet and full of understanding?

Two days from now will be our presentation in front of some dudes and gals from the professional industry. I hope we'll managed to impress them with our business proposal and hopefully, it'll be accepted. Hehehe. Though it was late, but I must say that this proposal was made through tears, sweat and it costs us our friendship cause I know things won't be the same after this. There will be honeyed double edge greetings, there will be no-no and remorse after this all ends.

Hmm...I'm listening to songs that was forgotten so long ago rite now. Now it is Princess of Dangdut~~~>Amelina~~~>Bulan Cinta! Hahaha. I guess u guys don't expect me to listen and enjoy songs like this eh? Hehehe. I don't care what song it is or genre it is as long as I'm gonna be happy when I listen to it.

I already planned out what I'm gonna do within these periods of time. Whether it'll be okay or not, that will depend on Him. I just planned it and try to follow it. Anyway my heads is heavy now. Imma logout to slump on my bed cause every nite will be long. Mmmm..that's it for now.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Oh God...I'm still up!

Maybe at 3 I'll go to sleep. Wahahahahaha!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

The only thing is...

'It's hard when you're missing somebody so much. You can't think much of anything else. I believe her and I hope she believed me too. The only thing is...'

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Somewhere over the rainbow.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you've only of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly,
And the dreams that you've dare too dream really do come true.

Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melts like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
way up high
Oh why, oh why can't i?

Well, i see
Trees of green and red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.

Well i see,
Skies of blues and, clouds of white,
And the brightness of day, i like the dark
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying i... I love you.

I hear babies cry, i watch them grow
They'll learn much more than really know
And i think to myself
What a wonderful world.

Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you dare to
Oh why, oh why can't i?




I believe that there's good things in every bad things and situations that we encountered... Keep our faith on and never stop believing.
Leave all the worries and anger behind.

Monday, April 4, 2011

The Value of Rm55.

[Kata2 personally dr Dr. Hj. Abd Kadir: Good job & Well done guys :)]

'Tahniah kepada semua exco-exco yang telah menyumbang tenaga, bertungkus lumus menjayakan majlis kita pada malam ini. Sesungguhnya kita telah menetapkan standard baru untuk exco akan datang, sehinggakan Rektor kita meminta backdrop kita untuk simpanan sendiri. Tepukan kepada diri sendiri kerana dapat memecahkan tembok yang dibina oleh suara-suara sumbang. Tahniah sekali lagi kepada semua!'

This is the value of Rm55 which I paid for the event.
Honestly, I felt I'm not qualified to say anything about our faculty's dinner event last nite.
I didn't do much of anything and I almost felt like it was a joke to stand around and go there and here without anything inside my head. I didn't wear the Heritage theme clothes cause I had none in my closet and surely I did feel like stupid for a moment when I stand there watching the crowd enjoying themselves.

The night goes with some problems but what's really important is that the event goes well and we earned the praise from Rektor. Although I didn't been much of a help, I hope that everyone will forgive me for that. I didn't go and eat my much expected share of the food for I'm willing to let others enjoy in expense of my rumbling stomach. I went down to Apple and bought a meal which I ate at 2am. I did got to enjoy a bit of whats left and thank God, I found that fountain of coffee which I got to admit, I crave the most. That alone satiated my hunger and calm me down.

Anyway, I'll get my revenge back next semester. I'll wait patiently. Haha.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Lonesome Nights.

Sometimes, there are nights where it feels so lonesome.

When that night comes, I'll feel like I was the only thing that left in the world.

When I feel that, my heart goes overwhelmed with thoughts and filled with this uneasy

feelings.

God I hate it when I feel this.

And yeah, this night is one of those nights.

Damn.