Monday, November 28, 2011

Always Be A Gamer.

Hey. Whadda'ya think about a guy who loves to play games?
I bet ladies would frown and gave facepalm if their man were avid gamers.
Don't hate them for that. We guys will indulge in gaming even when we're 80s.
Though the games we play might be different in terms of genres and situation, we will still be play it on.
My friend told me he got Diablo II: Lord of Destruction installer. Hell, I've been searchin for it like forever. It was one of the all time favret game for me and I'm looking forward to install it in my lappy. Damn!
Already going 28 and I still going to be a gamer.
Always.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Nitro

I love my dear darling. Truly. But distance which were invisible at the first place began to make things seems so far away and sometimes, makes the effort seems pointless.
I love you so much. Yes. But things are getting so much more complicated and we are lost again and again in this weak connection that we have rite now.
I'm tired of being the one who are making effort.
Is it too much to ask for several msgs or calls in a week?
I dunno. I doesn't rant about it so often, but its getting worse.
Hell. I love you dear.
But I realize that I'm becoming the Nitro again.
Don't let me go into that state. Please.
Understand and lets us fall in love again.
Like the first time we do it.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

It's Done

Yesterday I went to take my supplementary exam and so far, I feel I got a good chance to succeed that paper. It was very pressuring me to prepare for the exam and hell, I still got doubts that if I can pass the paper with good expectation. But yeah, it's done and I wanna give me self some good relaxing time. Out for now. Daaaa~~~

Sunday, November 13, 2011

True Revelation Hurts

It's been a month. Such a long time. No ideas. Just thoughts that played inside my mind and my heart.
Got my result and hell! I failed a subject. There's no use for me to rant about unfairness or anything anymore. I just wanna focus to get through this supplementary exam. During m time at home, I've been given many revelations of the actions and talks behind my backs.
Some of my friends, they stabbed me in the back. Quite depressing. But still, I can smile and laugh cause those who were true friends was still being my faithful friends.
I'm proud of that.
But yeah, I'm empty inside, aside from the facts and info that I crammed inside my head so that I can pass this final hurdle.
If God's willing, I'll see you guys next year again.
God bless u all.