Friday, May 6, 2011

Enigmatic Holiday. Burghhh!!

Hye peeps. Huh…been a lil disappointed when I got back home. It wasn’t as good as I thought it would be. Damn…I just feel down already thinking that I’ll be spending the next few weeks doing things that I don’t really want to. Huhuh.
Today has been a day that really makes me sad and guilty. I got a txt from a dear friend telling me that her husband died…she’s trying to recover but I know that it’ll be hard… I feel so sad because I was so close to her before I purposely avoid calling her and texting her… I feel so sad… and then one of my dearest ex came with her husband… I was like…baffled and just stand there not able to say things. God…I really feel bad… Of all exs that parted me, she still the one I really feel greatly indebted and guilty… I hope things will be good for her…
Huhu… But not all things are bad. Finally, I can go to a decent gym where I can fulfill my goal which is to tone and shape back my body to its prime figure [hehehehehe]. Well I’ve been a bit of crazy for this thing since it was the only thing that gives me supreme satisfaction. Apart from cooking and eating luxuriously, this is the only thing that really got me going on. 4.50 per fee isn’t expensive for no time limit eh? Hahahaha! I’ve got my own customized equipment here at home which are my pails, my bandana, an iron bar and plenty of water as the weight bar. I hope next sem I can go back with high self-esteem and full of spirit. Who knows if I can get bonuses from this thing rite? [keeping my fingers crossed and a lil toungie twist behind all the serious faces].
For a peculiar reason, I’ve been thinking a lot since I came back and a lot of ideas came into this complicated mind of mine. But I’m holding it in before I get it into my next posts cause I really gotta make it clear and understandable for u guys. So I’ll leave u all with these things which is ‘Education that needs to be re-hauled’ and ‘Problematic nation’ and also ‘Pointers Isn’t Everything’.

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