Sunday, February 20, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Different Views on the Men vs Boy.
I wanna laugh as hard as I can just a while ago. I posted sumthing that I read a few years back while I was reading some mags at Klang.
It sumthing about boys and mens and womens. Pretty hard to understand bout the meanings that were hidden between the lines back then but rite now, I think I got a firm grasp on what it meant.
I posted in FB saying..
'Yeah. They say men will always be boy. If that's so, why won't u take care of ur men? Boys wil run away when u don't give them attention. So beware. U might end up as the one left by these 'boys'.
Then a few minutes past by and here's a reply by some dude...
'man will stay, boy will left'.
comments..
'That's why we want Men..! Not boy..wuahahahahha XD'
'you will :)'
Hehehe. I wanna laugh at this.
Of course every girl would want a man and not a boy! They ain't grown to be a woman yet. A woman in the other hand, when they matured they will search back the 'boy' inside their man.
I ain't tellin' lies. As far as what I can see, that's the norm I saw.
Okay back again at the equation.
A man of course will search for a woman. Yeah. Cannot deny that rite? But there will be no man who wouldn't have boys inside themselves even when they have gron into a man. Cannot remember where I read this, but yeah, Boys will always be boys. So a 'Man' itself ain't guaranteeing a succesful relationship.
So 'boys pretending to be a man' can shut the fuck up and suck upon their own dicks cause pretending to be a man will never get them the honor of a man.
They are the kind who wishes to be a man, long for the title but it ain't comin' out easy dude.
So read it carefully and [hopefully, u'll got your chance to be a man, since living under your parent's armpit will never get that for u] think before u type ur thoughts in it. For many greens, ur rite. But for the vets, ur wrong.
And yeah. For the girls, liking something that you ain't understand will only make u as a fool. No matter how how pretty you are or rich, u ain't gonna make people respect you for that. Sucka!
It sumthing about boys and mens and womens. Pretty hard to understand bout the meanings that were hidden between the lines back then but rite now, I think I got a firm grasp on what it meant.
I posted in FB saying..
'Yeah. They say men will always be boy. If that's so, why won't u take care of ur men? Boys wil run away when u don't give them attention. So beware. U might end up as the one left by these 'boys'.
Then a few minutes past by and here's a reply by some dude...
'man will stay, boy will left'.
comments..
'That's why we want Men..! Not boy..wuahahahahha XD'
'you will :)'
Hehehe. I wanna laugh at this.
Of course every girl would want a man and not a boy! They ain't grown to be a woman yet. A woman in the other hand, when they matured they will search back the 'boy' inside their man.
I ain't tellin' lies. As far as what I can see, that's the norm I saw.
Okay back again at the equation.
A man of course will search for a woman. Yeah. Cannot deny that rite? But there will be no man who wouldn't have boys inside themselves even when they have gron into a man. Cannot remember where I read this, but yeah, Boys will always be boys. So a 'Man' itself ain't guaranteeing a succesful relationship.
So 'boys pretending to be a man' can shut the fuck up and suck upon their own dicks cause pretending to be a man will never get them the honor of a man.
They are the kind who wishes to be a man, long for the title but it ain't comin' out easy dude.
So read it carefully and [hopefully, u'll got your chance to be a man, since living under your parent's armpit will never get that for u] think before u type ur thoughts in it. For many greens, ur rite. But for the vets, ur wrong.
And yeah. For the girls, liking something that you ain't understand will only make u as a fool. No matter how how pretty you are or rich, u ain't gonna make people respect you for that. Sucka!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Troubled heart and raging emotions.
Hi. Long time no see people. I was hooked up with my study and all sorts of things that steal away my time. Its kinda hard when you cannot manage time and situations. Losing control over myself is the greatest weakness I've done right now.
A lot of things happened and boy I'm so stressed with everything to gamble.
Its kinda hard when someone who was supposed to be there for you didn't make it. My birthday was a fail epic. Valentine day was the worst. What more can I hope from a woman who I pledge myself to when she ignored me and didn't care for me? I was a fool to believe that gifts and calls and sms can strengthen our relationship. I think I did my part of the deal and sacrifice quite of things until last week.
Unappreciated and worthless. That what I felt. It damaged me not only on my study but my health too. Even if this relationship was only a few months old, I was treating it like it was going to be forever. Turn out to be like it was just a fleeting dream. I've been giving my devotion to nothing.
I cannot stand it when I feel like I was betrayed. What more when someone who I trust and love so much? That would break me into pieces.
I called her last night with rage and sadness inside my heart. Our conversation didn't end good. But there's something more... I didn't tell her what has happened during these times..
I got my feelings and attention to someone else...
She came when I was nearing my limits... I could say she saved me from falling rock bottom... then she gave me strength and nurture me back to my feet...
Then the next thing I knew, I was all over her...
I kept thinking of her... I can't resist myself from texting her, calling her....
I felt like the void inside me which was done by my woman was filled by her.
My day was lightened by her. My night now warmed by her.
But somehow I felt like I'm cheating on my woman....though I doubt that I her 'Man' anymore... This emotions is killing me inside..
I can't deny that I'm losing my feelings to my woman but I also cannot deny how I really feel pain whenever I see her name, her face, her voice...
I thinking of breaking her up...but I cannot do that..I'm tied with my promise to her.....
When I promised to someone...I couldn't go against the promise...
That is why this affair is killing me inside....
Its hard to love two women at the same time right....
A lot of things happened and boy I'm so stressed with everything to gamble.
Its kinda hard when someone who was supposed to be there for you didn't make it. My birthday was a fail epic. Valentine day was the worst. What more can I hope from a woman who I pledge myself to when she ignored me and didn't care for me? I was a fool to believe that gifts and calls and sms can strengthen our relationship. I think I did my part of the deal and sacrifice quite of things until last week.
Unappreciated and worthless. That what I felt. It damaged me not only on my study but my health too. Even if this relationship was only a few months old, I was treating it like it was going to be forever. Turn out to be like it was just a fleeting dream. I've been giving my devotion to nothing.
I cannot stand it when I feel like I was betrayed. What more when someone who I trust and love so much? That would break me into pieces.
I called her last night with rage and sadness inside my heart. Our conversation didn't end good. But there's something more... I didn't tell her what has happened during these times..
I got my feelings and attention to someone else...
She came when I was nearing my limits... I could say she saved me from falling rock bottom... then she gave me strength and nurture me back to my feet...
Then the next thing I knew, I was all over her...
I kept thinking of her... I can't resist myself from texting her, calling her....
I felt like the void inside me which was done by my woman was filled by her.
My day was lightened by her. My night now warmed by her.
But somehow I felt like I'm cheating on my woman....though I doubt that I her 'Man' anymore... This emotions is killing me inside..
I can't deny that I'm losing my feelings to my woman but I also cannot deny how I really feel pain whenever I see her name, her face, her voice...
I thinking of breaking her up...but I cannot do that..I'm tied with my promise to her.....
When I promised to someone...I couldn't go against the promise...
That is why this affair is killing me inside....
Its hard to love two women at the same time right....
Saturday, January 1, 2011
GoodBye 2010 and Welcome 2011
Hey! Howdy? Happy New Year to you all! Its 1st of Jan and hopefully all of you have the best of 2010 and May you all will receive the best of 2011. This New Year marks new targets to achieve and hurdles to overcome. I ain’t gonna back down to that and surely I’ll do my best for it.
2010 has been the year that is really taught me well of not underestimating people and the importance of having good team in everything that I do. I failed to make a good use of the time I had and I proudly confessed that I got what I deserved. It wasn’t good but it was a good reminder for my worn out spirit. Luckily this worn out spirit was renewed anew and new responsibilities emerged with it. So I think this will be the addition of my reasons to fight on. I’ll have to steel my heart and strengthen my resolve along with my determination.
So I wish you all who read this post will have t2010he heart and guts to do what you have to do. Life is short and time will always flies away. Don’t let it goes to waste.
2010 has been the year that is really taught me well of not underestimating people and the importance of having good team in everything that I do. I failed to make a good use of the time I had and I proudly confessed that I got what I deserved. It wasn’t good but it was a good reminder for my worn out spirit. Luckily this worn out spirit was renewed anew and new responsibilities emerged with it. So I think this will be the addition of my reasons to fight on. I’ll have to steel my heart and strengthen my resolve along with my determination.
So I wish you all who read this post will have t2010he heart and guts to do what you have to do. Life is short and time will always flies away. Don’t let it goes to waste.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Bergghhh......
Hey! Whazzup? Howdy? I haven’t updated my blog for a few weeks. Sure is a long time. Holiday came and given me some good things to ponder out and think thoroughly. What can we expect of holidays? It stunts our growth and makes us obese if we’re stuck at home without a job and without any income. Damn! I hate this holidays. Hmm…But I won’t fret much. I did have a hell of a good time and luck anyway.
So you guys who are active and keen on checking people’s profiles at Facebook probably rite now have already known that I’ve found my spring again. Yea, I’ve been singing Bruno Mars lately and just got our first date a few days ago. It did not go so perfect but it was enjoyable. Life finally seems to be sweet to my heart [haha!] and it gives me a sense of direction of where I want to go to along with responsibilities to carry on. I know that not all love stories will go on like a fairytale but at least I’ll make it somehow.
I’ve checked my exam results and I ain’t happy about it. It ain’t good enough but still I passed. Thank God I won’t have to repeat more papers and I’m right on my track to grad in time. I am a bit sad cause I didn’t even get close to what I aimed for and what’s even more alarming, my points dropped to the red point! That’s what happened when you team up with assholes and dickheads. They like leeches that suck on you while you struggle to make good marks out of nothing cause they know if I do it right, they’ll end up as having good marks as me. These bastards are on my list and I want to get them back…sooner or later… Then next semester I’ll make a better of me and try earnestly not to put anyone in my class in that list cause more than a quarter of them have already make their way to the list. I don’t want to pray them terrible things!
But what’s more even vexing is that I’m beginning to have doubt of the whole system that I was in right now. Did I make the right decision to go for this course? They don’t promote change. They condone it! How the hell is we are going to produce good and quality manpower with intelligent mind if they don’t promote change and give evaluation based on students’ level of understanding and strength? Real world is more than just what the textbooks displayed and for me what’s the most important thing in surviving there is to have adaptability which is not promoted by these geeks who doesn’t want to be criticized and afraid to change the way they evaluate their apprentices. Some of these geeks are so full of themselves and forgot what their mission in educating the uneducated is. Maybe they forgot their aspirins or forgot to trim down their hairs and I don’t know. I don’t wanna know why they are like that anymore cause it won’t bring any good and it waste my time.
In this constantly changing world, they have to revise back and improve their strategy in educating people like me and others and those who shoulder great responsibilities have to remember that they have to improve their system to fit in the world which is a bigger system. If not graduates who opt for the private sector won’t be able to compete out with graduates from the private education institutions. At least if they change they can give out some things that worth to pay for. So much of the brilliant geezers!
So you guys who are active and keen on checking people’s profiles at Facebook probably rite now have already known that I’ve found my spring again. Yea, I’ve been singing Bruno Mars lately and just got our first date a few days ago. It did not go so perfect but it was enjoyable. Life finally seems to be sweet to my heart [haha!] and it gives me a sense of direction of where I want to go to along with responsibilities to carry on. I know that not all love stories will go on like a fairytale but at least I’ll make it somehow.
I’ve checked my exam results and I ain’t happy about it. It ain’t good enough but still I passed. Thank God I won’t have to repeat more papers and I’m right on my track to grad in time. I am a bit sad cause I didn’t even get close to what I aimed for and what’s even more alarming, my points dropped to the red point! That’s what happened when you team up with assholes and dickheads. They like leeches that suck on you while you struggle to make good marks out of nothing cause they know if I do it right, they’ll end up as having good marks as me. These bastards are on my list and I want to get them back…sooner or later… Then next semester I’ll make a better of me and try earnestly not to put anyone in my class in that list cause more than a quarter of them have already make their way to the list. I don’t want to pray them terrible things!
But what’s more even vexing is that I’m beginning to have doubt of the whole system that I was in right now. Did I make the right decision to go for this course? They don’t promote change. They condone it! How the hell is we are going to produce good and quality manpower with intelligent mind if they don’t promote change and give evaluation based on students’ level of understanding and strength? Real world is more than just what the textbooks displayed and for me what’s the most important thing in surviving there is to have adaptability which is not promoted by these geeks who doesn’t want to be criticized and afraid to change the way they evaluate their apprentices. Some of these geeks are so full of themselves and forgot what their mission in educating the uneducated is. Maybe they forgot their aspirins or forgot to trim down their hairs and I don’t know. I don’t wanna know why they are like that anymore cause it won’t bring any good and it waste my time.
In this constantly changing world, they have to revise back and improve their strategy in educating people like me and others and those who shoulder great responsibilities have to remember that they have to improve their system to fit in the world which is a bigger system. If not graduates who opt for the private sector won’t be able to compete out with graduates from the private education institutions. At least if they change they can give out some things that worth to pay for. So much of the brilliant geezers!
Monday, November 22, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
HeartBeat
Strange.
I can't focus.
I'm nervous.
I'm trembling.
I'm afraid.
But I keep going on.
I can't run away from it.
I can't focus.
I'm nervous.
I'm trembling.
I'm afraid.
But I keep going on.
I can't run away from it.
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