Enigmatic Holiday. Burghhh!!

Hye peeps. Huh…been a lil disappointed when I got back home. It wasn’t as good as I thought it would be. Damn…I just feel down already thinking that I’ll be spending the next few weeks doing things that I don’t really want to. Huhuh.
Today has been a day that really makes me sad and guilty. I got a txt from a dear friend telling me that her husband died…she’s trying to recover but I know that it’ll be hard… I feel so sad because I was so close to her before I purposely avoid calling her and texting her… I feel so sad… and then one of my dearest ex came with her husband… I was like…baffled and just stand there not able to say things. God…I really feel bad… Of all exs that parted me, she still the one I really feel greatly indebted and guilty… I hope things will be good for her…
Huhu… But not all things are bad. Finally, I can go to a decent gym where I can fulfill my goal which is to tone and shape back my body to its prime figure [hehehehehe]. Well I’ve been a bit of crazy for this thing since it was the only thing that gives me supreme satisfaction. Apart from cooking and eating luxuriously, this is the only thing that really got me going on. 4.50 per fee isn’t expensive for no time limit eh? Hahahaha! I’ve got my own customized equipment here at home which are my pails, my bandana, an iron bar and plenty of water as the weight bar. I hope next sem I can go back with high self-esteem and full of spirit. Who knows if I can get bonuses from this thing rite? [keeping my fingers crossed and a lil toungie twist behind all the serious faces].
For a peculiar reason, I’ve been thinking a lot since I came back and a lot of ideas came into this complicated mind of mine. But I’m holding it in before I get it into my next posts cause I really gotta make it clear and understandable for u guys. So I’ll leave u all with these things which is ‘Education that needs to be re-hauled’ and ‘Problematic nation’ and also ‘Pointers Isn’t Everything’.

I just want to go back and forget these bad times.

Like I said. I just wanna go back for the time being.

Biased Actions, Rotten Practices. [Part II]

I hate to post sumthing that was posted before. Sincerely I think, there's many room for improvement since everything I saw was these fakes smiles and shitty faces and craps bout making culture thingies. Start that by improving urself and automatically others will follow. U give marks based on ur preference and bias judgment. You are as rotten as ur craps u spout not so long ago. Duck mouth shithead!
And for some of the 'members' of mine, try put effort inside ur works and make the best of it since whatever tasks that we shared will determine our marks together. I got too nice and hold up all my frustation along. Next semester go and find partners that can give you commitment as good as urs.
I'm done doing things for others that do not share the same norm and values with me and certainly who are self-centered like ass****!

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Seems the author runs out of ideas to put.

Come back again after a few days.

He'll be fine.

I'll Rawks On This Stage!

I got nuthing much to say for the coming exam. I feel nervous but I ain't gonna let it eat me. I won't backdown nor I'll back away. Heee....I'll rawks on the halls armed with my pens, pencils, calculators and of course, my resolve and determination!

Just a dream....

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin' man I swear I see your face at every turn
Trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope she know that she the only one I yearn for

More and more, I miss her, when will I learn?
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
And now I'm wishin' wishin' she'd pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

What comes 'here' will stay even when 'they' gone.

That's the way it have always been. Some things will stay forever even when the creators were long gone. Be it bad or sweet, it doesn't matter. Whatever came into this part of me may be forgotten for awhile, but those things will never be lost.